Banyak kali gagal. Whenever I see something that is not desired, not to me only but also out of norm, I feel that I fail to do my job as said in the Quran, 'amar makruf nahi mungkar'.
Recently I was upset due to some misunderstanding. I feel like... giving up. Then I remembered I used to say and write this lots of time; ajak benda baik mesti orang marah punya. Nabi pun sampai kena balik taik. Ini takat tegur benda-benda remeh.
So, cermin diri semula. Bila dah merungut ni, meaning tak cukup kuat lagi iman. Lemah sangat. Orang marah mesti rasa kita ni bukan baik pun ada hati nak tegur-tegur orang. Ataupun cara kita tak betul. So, go and fix yourself, and never give up. Start all over again. Lagipun manusia tak mampu nak bagi perasaan baik terus masuk dalam hati orang tu. Itu kuasa Allah.
As I told Mak, kita doa lagi. Buat apa yang kita mampu. Lagipun bila dengan sungguh-sungguh dan perasaan sayang, insyaAllah Allah makbulkan. He knows everything.
And that's why I keep relaxing in this chaos that is happening now.
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