tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1372472641366654802024-02-08T05:48:52.727+08:00LANGSIRKALERBIRUDulu minahrock, sekarang makcik yang suka nak membebel ikut suka dia je.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.comBlogger540125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-75467306758484847022011-07-22T10:26:00.002+08:002011-07-22T10:28:56.131+08:00Emotionally DownEntahlah... Macam rasa tidak senang hati. Terasa seperti ada cerucuk-cerucuk benci sedang menyucuk-nyucuk aku sekarang ni. Dan teruslah menjadi down, takut nak jumpa atau pandang atau berada bersama manusia.<br /><br />Kalaulah boleh pergi jauh-jauh.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-89399478837973329582011-07-19T21:51:00.002+08:002011-07-19T21:58:09.999+08:00Alhamdulillah (^_^)Hari ni bawa barang-barang jualan ke kelas (Sssyyyyhhhhhh...)<br /><br />Dan alhamdulillah, banyak jugalah yang dijual. Oh, aku tak mengharapkan sangat. Kalau ada rezeki, adalah. Sebab part-time saja kan kerjanya. Dan it is more as a hobby and a way to release stress rather than a business.<br /><br />Dapat peluang untuk pasarkan dengan lebih luas. Suami mak sedara aku nak buat online business (as mine) using my stuffs. But then, to copy the exact bracelet or brooch is a bit troublesome because I might not have the same beads in my collection now. But, I'll try my best (have to try my best sebab orang dah beri kepercayaan) to do what I can.<br /><br />And now, I am facing too many homework sampai terasa macam malas nak buat langsung. Tapi aku buat jugalah. Slowly. And actually, ada banyak lagi homework yang macam kurang penting yang aku put aside for a while sebab nak bagi ruang pada kerja lain dan tidur. Hehe...<br /><br />Dan Ramadhan kian mendekat. Oh, terasa macam excited dan tak sabar nak berpuasa.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-3138766465813099262011-07-11T00:13:00.001+08:002011-07-11T00:14:43.759+08:00Aku Terasa Nak Bercakap Banyak-BanyakHAI!~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-38779433271813956462011-07-10T20:49:00.003+08:002011-07-10T21:02:36.183+08:00Terasa Menua....A<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Ahhh...umur tak sampai sedekad pun lagi.<div><br /></div><div>B<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Kawan-kawan ramai dah beranak pinak.....iskk..iskkk...</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Oh, stail saya pun seperti menua saja terasa.....</div><div><br /></div><div>A<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Hujung bulan Julai dah nak sampai ni.</div><div><br /></div><div>B<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Yay!! Puasa!! (tak nak sebut tentang hari lahir sebab penulis tak suka menyambutnya, cuma buat ingatan saja) Tapi tahun ni Mak tak jual air dah di bazar. Kurang thrill dah rasanya. Dari dulu mesti tolong Mak dan Abah, dengan adik-adik semua pergi. Kali ni dah tak ada.</div><div><br /></div><div>A<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Tak mengapalah. Boleh tolong Mak masak berbuka.</div><div><br /></div><div>B<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Mak Abah pun makin tua juga. Risau......</div><div><br /></div><div>A<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Kenapakah orang beranggapan kalau nak kahwin, macam tak nak tolong Mak Abah dah. Ini zaman tok kaduk dulu lagikah? Selagi mereka ada, selagi tu aku ada tanggungjawab atas mereka. Biarpun aku dah ada anak.</div><div><br /></div><div>B<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Betul! Wan (emak kepada Mak) dah bertahun sakit, boleh kata 8 tahun dah sakit. Yang menjaganya, anak-anak perempuan dia. Anak lelaki adalah juga, tapi nak higlight di sini, even dah ada suami dan anak-anak sendiri juga bekerja, tak semestinya kita akan abaikan ibu bapa kita.</div><div><br /></div><div>A<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Wanita sekarang tak seperti wanita dahulu. Sekarang ni, peluang pekerjaan lebih luas. Kepakaran pun makin terserlah. Perempuan ni mampu nak buat banyak kerja dalam satu masa. Jadi pakar sehebat mana pun, tanggungjawab yang wajib tu masih boleh diuruskan dengan baik.</div><div><br /></div><div>B<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Dan lelaki yang jadi menantu pun kenalah sokong dan bantu si isteri. Ibu bapa si isteri tu dah jadi ibu bapa dia juga kan?</div><div><br /></div><div>A<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Easily said than done.</div><div><br /></div><div>B<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>Apa yang penting? KERJASAMA!!</div><div><br /></div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-54532350342891872172011-07-10T17:55:00.003+08:002011-07-10T18:08:21.096+08:00Petang Ahad Yang BOSANOhhhh...saya bangun lewat pun masih terasa bosan. Nak tidur pun dah penat. Semalam lagi masyuk....kejap main game, kemudian gosok baju, dan berulang-ulanglah bergilir-gilir keduanya hingga teman sebilik pun gelak-gelak.<div><br /></div><div>Sebenarnya, bukan tak ada kerja. Banyak sangat. Tapi rasa berat teramat nak buat. Padahal semuanya perlu dihantar dan sekurang-kurangnya ditunjukkan esok. Beginilah. Kebosanan dan banyak masa lapang boleh membunuh keupayaan dan efisiensi seseorang, lagi-lagi anak muda yang masih punya kudrat dan kemampuan yang lebih.</div><div><br /></div><div>Dan akhirnya saya mengusik juga 'bisnes' yang dah lama dilupakan. Sekarang musim orang tak berduit jadi tak mengharapkan ada orang nak beli pun. Dan mungkin ada yang sengaja tak mahu tengok sebab takut 'terambang mata' lantas mengikut sangat nafsu.</div><div><br /></div><div>Duit pun keperluan asas sudah sekarang. Sebabnya, kalau nak dapatkan keperluan asas dan keperluan tak asas, perlu duit juga. Kalau tak, tengok sajalah sambil telan liur.</div><div><br /></div><div>Takpe. Rezeki ada di mana-mana. Yang penting, cari! Kalau tak boleh kerja sepenuh masa, kerja separuh masa pun boleh. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-25135393531492621562011-07-09T17:36:00.004+08:002011-07-09T17:41:57.812+08:00Babies!! Suka! Suka!I just browsed over Anis Mimi's new baby's photo, born yesterday. Sungguh comel! And I also browsed over several friends' and seniors' and juniors' baby's photos.<br /><br />Terasa sangat gembira bila tengok kawan-kawan semua sedang berbahagia. Allah permudahkan dan berkati hidup mereka. Sangat gembira untuk semuanya.<br /><br />And, I must be positive! Kita usaha, tapi masih belum dapat lagi, kiranya belum masanya lagi.<br /><br />Oh, tak sabarnya rasa nak menjadi seorang ibu.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-51248763479405954082011-07-09T11:29:00.003+08:002011-07-09T11:37:02.051+08:00Selamat? Makmur??Kita sebenarnya, sedang elok saja. Masing-masing diam, pendam. Ditekan. Kemudian, bila ada yang nak bersuara, gegak gempita satu dunia.<br /><br />Hidup di zon selesa memang aman.<br /><br />Kemudian kerja, beli rumah, kereta, kahwin, ada anak, sampai masa bersara, kemudian mati.<br /><br />'Lurus'nya hidup.<br /><br />Hidup sebenarnya lebih daripada itu. Dan tak semua hidupnya selurus itu.<br /><br />Perubahan itu perlu. Perubahan itu baik. Bila semuanya ditekan, kita jadi tak terbuka. Jumud.<br /><br />Memang akan huru-hara pada prosesnya. Tidak pernah ada secara aman. Itu sesuatu yang mustahil.<br /><br />Dan bila huru-hara melanda, keselamatan pun jadi longgar.<br /><br />Aku juga punya orang tersayang yang sekarang ini sedang bertugas mengawasi keamanan. Dan aku sangat risau. Aku tak nak orang tersayang aku mati.<br /><br />Tapi, bila dia sudah memilih jalan hidupnya begitu, aku kena redha. Aku kena lepaskan. Aku kena sedia walaupun aku belum lagi bersedia.<br /><br />Kalau tak nak orang mati, nak live happily ever after, baik kita jadi pak turut saja mengikut macam lembu.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-50637317415719444012011-07-07T22:44:00.003+08:002011-07-07T22:47:43.578+08:00Kertas KerjaAku tengok contoh kertas kerja lawatan, dan aku macam..... erkkkk!!! Tercekik jugalah rasanya.<div><br /></div><div>Simple saja aku tengok. Tapi bab mengedit tu yang memeningkan. Pendek cerita, boleh siapkan hari ini. Tapi terpaksa panjangkan sebab yang merancang sepatutnya bukan aku. Geddit?</div><div><br /></div><div>Bila terasa nak siapkan sepantas boleh tapi tersekat macam ni (ie hal teknikal), terasa malas terus menjalar memamah setiap kerajinan yang ada, dan aku pun jadi malas. Hehehehe.. best betul alasan ni.</div><div><br /></div><div>Layan P. Ramlee pun syok juga..</div><div><br /></div><div><i>Tiada kata secantik bahasa</i></div><div><i>Untuk kupuji adinda~~</i></div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-57207103854290310552011-07-07T22:24:00.002+08:002011-07-07T22:32:50.538+08:00Your top three intelligences:<br /><br />Score (5.0 is highest)<br /> <br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">4.14</span><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">Self:</span> You have a very good sense of self. You like to spend time by yourself and think things over. You will often take in information from another person, mull it over by yourself, and come back to that person later to discuss it. You like working on projects on your own. You often prefer to learn by trial and error. Effective techniques to enhance your learning include keeping a journal and giving yourself time to reflect on new ideas and information. More ideas:<br /><br />Go on "guided imagery" tours.<br /><br />Set aside time to reflect on new ideas and information.<br /><br />Encourage journal writing.<br /><br />Work on the computer.<br /><br />Practice breathing for relaxation.<br /><br />Use brainstorming methods before reading.<br /><br />Listen to and read "how to" tapes and books.<br /><br />Read cookbooks.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">3.43<br />Musical:</span> You like the rhythm and sound of language. You like poems, songs, and jingles. You enjoy humming or singing along with music. You probably remember things well when they are associated with music or rhythm. Try to incorporate sounds into your lessons, such as using a familiar tune, song, or rap beat to teach spelling rules, or to remember words in a series for a test. Here are some other ways to use your musical intelligence:<br /><br />Create a poem with an emphasis on certain sounds for pronunciation.<br /><br />Clap out or walk out the sounds of syllables.<br /><br />Read together (choral reading) to work on fluency and intonation.<br /><br />Read a story with great emotion — sad, then happy, then angry. Talk about what changes — is it only tone?<br /><br />Work with words that sound like what they mean (onomatopoeia). For example: sizzle, cuckoo, smash.<br /><br />Read lyrics to music.<br /><br />Use music as background while reviewing and for helping to remember new material.<br /><br />Use rhymes to remember spelling rules, i.e., "I before E except after C."<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />3<br />Language:</span> You enjoy enjoy saying, hearing, and seeing words. You like telling stories. You are motivated by books, records, dramas, opportunities for writing. Effective techniques of enhancing your learning using your language intelligence include reading aloud, especially plays and poetry. Another idea is to write down reflections on what you've read. You may also enjoy exploring and developing your love of words, i.e., meanings of words, origin of words and idioms, names. Use different kinds of dictionaries. Other ideas:<br />Keep a journal<br /><br />Use a tape recorder to tape stories and write them down<br /><br />Read together, i.e., choral reading<br /><br />Read a section, then explain what you've read<br /><br />Read a piece with different emotional tones or viewpoints — one angry, one happy, etc.<br /><br />Trade tall tales, attend story-telling events and workshops<br /><br />Research your name<br /><br />The scores for your other five intelligences:<br /><br /> <br /><b>2.71 Logic-Math</b><div><b>2.71 Nature (Naturalist)</b></div><div><b>2.57 Spatial</b></div><div><b>2.57 Social (Interpersonal)</b></div><div><b>1.86 Body Movement (Kinesthetic)</b></div><div><br />Just because these five are not in your top three doesn’t mean you’re not strong in them. If your average score for any intelligence is above three, you’re probably using that intelligence quite often to help you learn. Take a look at the Practice section to see how to engage all your intelligences.<br /><br /></div><div>------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</div><div><br /></div><div>Entri kali ini panjang sebab copy and paste. Hehe...</div><div><br /></div><div>I like making multiple intelligences test. Sebab terasa macam seronok. Dan as usual, boleh teka apa yang the highest and lowest. Intrapersonal mesti paling tinggi, and music. Dan yang paling rendah mesti interpersonal and kinesthetic.</div><div><br /></div><div>I am still me. Tapi language tu dah naik sikit berbanding maths. Oh......mesti sebab sekarang sudah minat membaca berbanding dulu. Your habit mempengaruhi diri anda!! Jadi kena habit baik jadi diri akan jadi baik.</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-62162800227688352802011-07-07T10:59:00.002+08:002011-07-07T11:03:08.697+08:00Easy Things Made ComplicatedPenat dengan 'birokrasi'. Trust me, takkan siap dan sempat dalam masa terdekat. I will try my best. Dengan kepala yang macam tak nak gerak je. Kita tunggu dia, dia tunggu kita.<br /><br />Dan....segalanya menjadi rasmi. Duit yang keluar pun bertambah berkali-kali ganda.<br /><br />Penat.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-57823059284224308202011-07-06T15:42:00.003+08:002011-07-06T15:58:45.994+08:00Tudung Ala TurkiBukan tudung Akel. Hehe..<br /><br />Dulu-dulu, ada jenis tudung Turki yang dibuat daripada satin atau sutera, tengah-tengahnya kosong atau bercorak sikit, tapi bingkai tudung itu penuh dengan corak. Minggu lepas aku ada nampak tudung tu, as July Giveaway di www.hijabstyle.co.uk. Tiba-tiba rasa teringin pula nakkan tudung macam tu.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><img src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6KJPpKMK0YgD76nIodcIGZhKYsu_iF6VvP7w29akFGiy89VqAc93WjL96jbHzL_1lXnYQGRAReU149B0L6iZ5ZFEGqf2kZtLH3QfhKZqbw-e5dOh7UDYlTmfOlgPDh5b6zEEAFTbEUx75/s400/f21h1.jpg" /></div><br /><br />Tapi, yalah, rezeki tak disangka-sangka. Last Sunday, singgah rumah sekejap, dan dapatlah beberapa helai tudung free (mak saudara punya, but as sekarang ni style tudung sarung saja jadi dia tak pakai dah lama dan daripada buang baik kasi kat aku). Dan salah satunya adalah tudung ala Turki tu. Rasa macam... doa diperkenan.<br /><br />Rezeki tak disangka-sangka. Alhamdulillah.<br /><br />Dan.....sekarang saya sudah menggemuk makanya hujung minggu ini bercadang untuk mengeluarkan seluar-seluar dan kain yang ada untuk diukur keketatannya dan asingkan yang mana yang no-no. Terasa gemuk mendadak bila pakai seluar ketat dipinggang (pinggang tuh!! unbelievable!).<br /><br />Teringat antara kata-kata dalam Manikam Kalbu karangan Faisal Tehrani yang maksudnya lebih kurang:<br /><blockquote><span style="font-weight:bold;">Orang beriman itu pakaiannya adalah untuk menutup badan, bukan untuk menampilkan bentuk badan.</span></blockquote><br />Oh, how I love that book!<br /><br />p/s : I'm recovering from the shock. Still having fobia looking at handphones, but so far I am doing well.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-7946587529751474812011-07-04T23:03:00.001+08:002011-07-04T23:05:01.650+08:00Duduk, Terdiam...Untuk yang berkenaan, maaf.<br /><br />Dan aku rasa aku terlalu lama di sini.<br /><br />I really should leave.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-21340151521227561612011-07-04T07:48:00.003+08:002011-07-04T08:05:46.484+08:00Jalan-Jalan PahangIja kata nak jalan-jalan di Pahang semester ni. Next year sudah sibuk tahap gaban. Makanya tour guide tak bertauliah ni kena tunjuk jalanlah juga.<br /><br />Well, kami ke Gua Bama. Dan seperti yang kami ada baca di blog seseorang, tak terjaga! Semaknya sampai tak jumpa jalan nak panjat ke gua. Tapi tengok dari dekat, batu kapurnya berlapis-lapis yang sangat cantik. It's a national heritage. Patutnya kena jagalah. As well as Empang Jaleh. Tapi.....kami salah jalan dan ended up nak sampai di Penjom Gold Mine sudah. Hehe...<br /><br />But yesterday kami ke Fraser's Hill. Masa kami datang tu, hujan jadi jalan berkabus dan sejuk. Well, taklah sejuk sangat pun. Manusia berdarah panas macam aku ni memang susah nak rasa sejuk sikit.<br /><br />Anyway, kami ke tempat-tempat seperti Allen's Water (yang ala-ala Terenggun), Paddock, tengok-tengok banglo lama seperti Ye Olde Smokehouse, banglo-banglo yang letak nama daerah di Pahang ni, padang golf, batu sempadan Pahang-Selangor, etc. Dan juga menyedihkan, flower nursery tak ada. Tutup dan terbiar. Terasa macam agak menyedihkan jugalah. Tapi fikir semula, nak maintain sesuatu tempat tu perlukan kos dan tenaga kerja yang banyak. Tenaga kerja tu pun perlu dibayar juga.<br /><br />Tapi Fraser's Hill sangat sesuai pergi kalau nak hiking ke, jungle tracking ke. Kalau lalu sepanjang jalannya, memang fresh. Lagi-lagi bila lepas hujan. Dan ada satu masa tu on the way ke Air Terjun Jeriau, ada satu part tu boleh bau jering or petai.<br /><br />I think, nak bercuti dan hepi-hepi is one good thing. But I think the best, exploring a place, menikmati keindahan alam, appreciating Allah's creation; rasa macam tenang dan rasa lebih berbaloi. I think I'm falling in love with nature. Dan terasa sangat nak tinggal di Ulu Tembeling or Sempoarna for example (okay Abang, u dah janji nak ikut i kan masa i posting nanti so bear with me ye....). Memang kehidupan di tempat terceruk agak tidak selesa, tapi experience is the best teacher kan?~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-68366386033739356752011-07-02T12:49:00.002+08:002011-07-02T13:05:02.519+08:00Lebam-Lebam Badan IAku berbekam angin malam tadi. Dengan Madi dan Ija. Ija jadi tukang tengok saja. Dan Madi yang asalnya nak berbekam angin juga, tak jadi dan hanya buat rawatan resdung.<br /><br />Dan rupanya, Encik Fazli yang kami contact tu Encik Fazli Bazin yang merupakan pensyarah kami. Hoho!! Dan yang buatkan untuk kami semalam tu isterinya.<br /><br />Aku macam kurang puas setakat berbekam angin ni. Terasa macam tak cukup. So, next time, dengan Madi (hopefully dia tak tarik diri kali ni), nak berbekam darah pula. Hoho!!<br /><br />Hari ini ada larian 1murid, 1sukan, 1malaysia. Aku jalan saja. Pun dah nak pitam. Padahal round maktab ni saja kot. Dan aku tak join dah aktiviti seterusnya. Disarankan oleh YDP (ecehh!!) untuk balik bilik saja. Dan aku baliklah. Dan... aku terasa aku ternampak sesuatu dalam keadaan mamai (terjaga masa tidur tadi) sesuatu yang tak sepatutnya aku lihat. Bila aku cerita pada Ija, dia bergurau pula tapi maksud di sebalik gurauannya = biarkan dan lupakan saja benda tu.<br /><br />Dan aku terbaca sesuatu, yang mendorong aku untuk menyimpan diari. Berniat besar dah ni. Sebab menulis diari boleh membaiki penulisan kita. Yalah, kita bukannya academics yang selalu menulis. Tapi................. forget it!! Bukan tak pernah buat. Tak menjadi selalu. Buat dalam satu dua hari, kemudian buat tak reti saja diari tu wujud. Just now aku terfikir, I already have this blog. Dan blog ini pun ala diari juga. So, untuk apa lagi nak berdiari bagai? Aku bukannya pandai nak menulis untuk diri sendiri. Aku menulis untuk audien. Dan aku tahu aku sangat rajin menulis dalam blog ni. Dah 5xx entries. Itu tak termasuk yang dah dipadam dulu-dulu tu. Haha!! Dan masih ada rasanya yang dari Multiply yang belum aku pindahkan lagi.<br /><br />Aku dah seminggu batuk. Teruk juga. Kahak ada sikit, tapi bila batuk, terasa macam kering saja tekak ni. Kahak degil ni. Harap saja kecil. Susah nak tanggal even batuk nak macam muntah.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-65290220376392029022011-07-01T09:19:00.002+08:002011-07-01T09:39:17.465+08:00Berbasa-BasiDiscussions had and is still going on about the new flexible timetable we are doing now. I am not against it, but have some improvisation, if that can be called, to the system. For example, add 5 minutes break at each of the hour between the subjects.<br /><br />For example, if the subject is two hours straight, there will be 5 minutes break between the two hours, so that the students can relax a bit before going on to the next hour. Penat juga kalau dalam satu jam sebelumnya penuh dengan lectures, kan?<br />And the 5 minutes break can be used for the students to proceed to the next class without taking the time of the next subject. Effective jugalah.<br /><br />But starting next week, about half of the students will go out for their practicum. So, there will be more empty rooms and flexible timetable is just timetable on paper only.<br /><br />And in this week, there were already two days off lectures. And we got a hell lot of classes to be relieved. (betul ke ha ayat aku ni?)<br /><br />And I am now have successfully read. Recently, I already read two novels, which I found out very interesting. First one is Manikam Kalbu by Faisal Tehrani which I think is very brilliant, even the story is light, the message is somewhat touches us very much in our life. Next novel is Panggil Aku Melaju by Rahmat Haroun Hashim which is quite heavy in terms of linguistic and history. The plot is boring and slow, but as you finished the whole book, you'll find out that the story is quite interesting and open your mind in certain aspects of history and the effects of what happened in past to us.<br /><br />Currently, I am reading The Spiral Staircase by Karen Armstrong, which is quite controversial but in some sense waking up our sense of thinking rather than accepting a system like we are an idiot. But as I read up her book, I quickly thought of another book entitled Cogito Allah Sum by Lalu Mohammad Zaenudin about how a man being an unbeliever and how he then starts to believe in God once again. The tagline used is 'semakin aku berfikir, semakin aku yakin bahawa Allah ada.' We have been brought up in a religion which is true, so we are in no doubt about the existence of God when we really dig in the religion. But for someone who has been brought up in Christianity for example, there are too much flaws in the religion which really makes an intellectual an atheist.<br /><br />Okay, I have class in 20 minutes time. Guess I have to stop typing now.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-33099774388151244332011-06-27T18:36:00.002+08:002011-06-27T18:45:02.816+08:00Jadi PositifAku perasan juga, entri dalam blog ni selalu berbaur geram. Seperti blog ini satu medium untuk melepaskan amarah yang terpendam. Di sini anda boleh rumuskan bahawa sama ada:<br /><br />1. Aku ni jenis tak sabar, selalu nak melenting.<br />2. Suasana di sekeliling aku memang sangat menduga jiwa dan perasaan.<br /><br />Dan kedua-duanya benar. Aku pernah berkali-kali ditegur oleh orang-orang tersayang, agar kurangkan sikit perasaan nak marah itu. Well, easy said than done. Apa pun, aku dah kurangkan apa. Huhu...<br /><br />Dan juga pernah ditegur untuk tidak fikir buruk tentang orang. Aku tidaklah fikir yang orang itu jahat ke, perangai tak elok ke. Aku cuma fikir yang aku ini terlalulah tidak sepatutnya berada di sini dan orang pasti tak senang dan tak suka aku ada dekat dengan mereka.<br /><br />Itu 'penyakit' lama. Benda inilah yang selalu mengganggu emosi aku. Dan akhirnya, duduk dalam dunia sendiri dan bersendirian jugalah aku. Itu lebih menenangkan jiwa.<br /><br />Susahnya nak jadi positif!~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-22581527615907588262011-06-26T08:07:00.003+08:002011-06-26T08:13:21.307+08:00Pagi-Pagi Dah Naik DarahAhad. Pantri conform tak berair.<div><br /></div><div>Isnin. Pantri blok lain dah berair. Tandas di sini dah kering.</div><div><br /></div><div>Selasa. Orang lain senang nak mandi, buang air, basuh baju. Ya, pagi-pagi saat panggilan alam datang secara tiba-tiba sungguh menyesakkan dada. Sini? Pagi-pagi gendong baldi ke blok lain.</div><div><br /></div><div>Rabu. Orang lain masih bersenang-lenang. Sini? Masih macam semalam. Mungkin pantri dah berair. Tapi tandas masih kering.</div><div><br /></div><div>Khamis. Nikmat air dapat dirasai akhirnya.</div><div><br /></div><div>Jumaat. Macam semalam. Aktiviti membasuh baju mula giat.</div><div><br /></div><div>Sabtu. Seperti semalam juga.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ahad. Pantri dah tak berair.</div><div><br /></div><div>Aku tak kesal ada di sini. Tapi penghuni di sini seperti didikriminasikan. Apa kami ni bukan manusiakah?</div><div><br /></div><div>Cara berjimat anda sangat memudahkan kami dan sangat terpuji.</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-54474896586301452152011-06-24T02:16:00.002+08:002011-06-24T02:29:43.498+08:00First Week of The New Semester is About WATER!!Aku terjaga jam 1.20 pagi. Ke pantri, nak basuh muka. Air tak ada. Apakah?? Teringat baju yang perlu dibasuh; satu baldi dan separuh uncang laundry. Oh, tidak!!!<div><br /></div><div>Kemudian ke bilik air, manalah tahu ada sisa-sisa air lagi. Pun tak ada. Aku mula rasa tak seronok. Nak merantau ke blok lain pagi-pagi buta ni bukan satu opsyen yang baik. Tapi bila pundi kencing pun terasa nyilu, maka dengan pesanan pada mata supaya jangan melilau sangat nanti, maka kuatkan azam merentas belakang blok yang agak sunyi dan gelap tu.</div><div><br /></div><div>Masuk saja blok sebelah, gelap! Mereka ni tutup lampu koridor tu buat apa. Buat sesak dada saja sesiapa yang nak ke tandas pagi-pagi buta begini. Tapi air masih banyak lagi. Selesai qada' hajat, aku balik semula ke bilik.</div><div><br /></div><div>Sedang asyik berfikir tentang baju yang perlu dibasuh, sama ada nak basuh tangan (banyak sangat kan, tak terbasuh dek tangan) ataupun nak bawa balik, perut mula memulas. Aku tengok jam, dah jam 2. Orang pun mesti dah tidur lena dan tak ada sesiapa pun yang berjaga. Oh, tidak! Kenapakah aku disiksa sebegini.</div><div><br /></div><div>Hari pertama di sini, air dah mula tak ada. Sempat sampai Isnin saja. Kemudian air dah kering, sampailah semalam baru mula ada. Hari ni dah tak ada semula. Kami bayar ya untuk tinggal di sini. Jadi berilah kemudahan yang sepatutnya. Bila jadi macam ni, keinginan nak duduk di luar semacam berkobar-kobar. </div><div><br /></div><div>Stress!!</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-13899183088397067352011-06-20T04:36:00.002+08:002011-06-20T04:47:10.660+08:00First Day Of The Fourth SemesterWahhhhhh... sudah hampir separuh degree!! AlhamduliLlah.<div><br /></div><div>Tadi balik dengan keadaan mamai. Paginya konon menanti 'drebar' tolong hantar ke TF untuk beli barang. Last-last aku yang tertidur, sampailah ke tengah hari. Well, beginilah kalau terpaksa ikut jadual orang, dan beginilah kalau tak diizinkan untuk pegang stereng.</div><div><br /></div><div>Bangun, terus siap-siap packing. Dan bila dalam keadaan baru bangun tidur, ada jugalah yang tertinggal barang. Cadangnya malas nak balik Jumaat ni. Tapi, terpaksalah. Sungguh malas nak travel guna bas. Nak ke bandar tu yang susah.</div><div><br /></div><div>Dan pagi nanti akan ada perhimpunan untuk taklimat jadual waktu. Dengar cerita, nak buat sistem 'block' menggantikan jadual waktu ala sekolah yang diamalkan di sini. Good, boleh balik dan masuk asrama kalau tertinggal barang tanpa perlu mendapatkan memo kebenaran dari HEP. Memudahkan kerja dan menjimatkan masa.</div><div>Dan, kalau kelas lambat mula, boleh datang lambat sikit. Tak perlulah nak bersesak-sesak dengan orang lain kalau nak mandi pun. </div><div><br /></div><div>Itu, ura-ura. Detail tak tahulah. Biasalah. Sini agak weird sikit. Sistem disiplin ala sekolah sangat kuat sebab pentadbiran pun bekas-bekas cikgu. Tak macam universiti pun. Jadi, don't put your hope high.</div><div><br /></div><div>Sekarang sangat teringin nak beli buku. Nak cari good novel pun susah. Elaun silalah masuk.</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-56632928268135523432011-06-18T03:48:00.002+08:002011-06-18T04:03:31.741+08:00Exam Result3.61. CGPA.<div><br /></div><div>Well, I have nothing to complain. It increases from 3.5x to 3.61. Haha.. I laughed when I looked at the result. Macam tipu.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, friends from my batch are already finished their KPLI and will be posted around August. A friend told me, I am fortunate to have longer time to learn to be a teacher compared to them. So, ganbatte!! Life's not so bad even you are a bit left behind.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yang penting, dapat ilmu. Dan dapat gunakan ilmu tu untuk kebaikan semua orang. Sharing is caring eh?</div><div><br /></div><div>It's 4 in the morning. In about 3 hours, all of us (except Dekli) will be on our way to Seremban. Dan sekarang kepala tengah sakit.</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-16820561493626036182011-06-15T04:38:00.002+08:002011-06-15T05:09:05.266+08:00Last Week Of The HolidayI'm confused, should I be happy or sad about that. Well, I really love staying at home. But staying at home without having a job to do, that's boring. So, I am excited to have something to do ie new semester but leaving home? Not so great, but still am excited. So, I really wish I will get married at the final year of my degree so I can stay at home (well, husband's home is yours too right?) and have some other commitment to do other than as a wife. Fuhh... sounds cool! Even I'm kind of hate it, I have to admit my way now is somehow a bit like an adult even if I'm not really fully 'transformed' into one.<div><br /></div><div>Mak just now said something about my age, and when I heard that, I told her that I feel old when she spoke out the numbers. Oh, well. One might never think I'm that old. Don't worry. You are still young.</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, Mak and Abah are going to Senawang (ke Seremban eh?) this Saturday for my cousin's engagement. My cousin's father asked Abah to be his spokesman for the engagement. At first, they want my parents to go with their car. But then Mak complained that she will not be comfortable to sit for hours 'politely' in the car, so she urged Abah to go with their own car. And hey, Kecik and me is going too! And I heard that Pak Jang wants to go too, and Pak Ngah, and I bet Mok Cik wants to go too (who wants to be left out?). I don't know. Having a big family is sure a nice thing.</div><div><br /></div><div>And the most reason I want to go is because Mak said she wants to go to Nilai and of course I wont let go the opportunity to go shopping. Yes, shopping is the reason. Yay!!</div><div><br /></div><div>And guess what, I'm reading!! I attempted to read this book several times. And it never succeeded. The title is Muqaddimah by Ibn Khaldun, translated one though, and I'm sure most of us know this book because it was mentioned when we learnt about the definition of civilization in History subject in Form 4. So, that is the very book I am trying to read. Wish me luck.</div><div><br /></div><div>I just realized what I did this holiday. I am having my usual weird schedule. I sleep at 7 in the morning, I woke up around 3 pm, and stay awake until 7 am the next day. I made very small amount of bracelet, I ate, downloading songs, watch tv (especially Oprah and Top Chef), and sewing. </div><div><br /></div><div>I almost finish sewing my baju kurung for the coming Eid, repairing over-sized baju kurung Mak and Mok Cik gave me (finished 3 still got 2 pairs to repair), and now am sewing Kecik's.</div><div><br /></div><div>I browsed over some outfits, and was badly want to sew them. Pretty sad I am not that skillful. Someday, I might be able to. Practice makes perfect kan?</div><div><br /></div><div>So it is Wednesday morning already. Good morning!</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-17911878908098547072011-06-11T18:18:00.002+08:002011-06-11T18:41:26.119+08:00Upset TummyTerasa macam budak-budak bila perut sakit macam ni. I woke up very late dan lambat sangat makan. So, beginilah jadinya.<div><br /></div><div>Well, kalau kat maktab pun perut sentiasa sakit juga. Perut sensitif. Makanan yang kurang bersih, selalunyalah. Boleh kata hampir setiap hari cirit birit. Hehe....</div><div><br /></div><div>Anyway, nothing much to do today. I updated my new website. Just finishing the drafts. I uploaded 90% of the photos. But I just keep them in the drafts. Sebab malas nak buat banyak-banyak. Why the hurry?</div><div><br /></div><div>Oh, I figured out the best way to wear pashmina that I am comfortable with dan tidak menyesakkan leher aku. Finally, for about a month of trials and error. Next is to try the same style with shawl. You know, most the the shawls are not too wide to cover the chest and give good coverage at the back. Currently, I have one which is a bit wider than the normal shawl. But it is see-through so I must have an inner too.</div><div><br /></div><div>But, I'm not really going to wear shawl or pashmina all the time. I am still comfortable with square hijab. But sometimes, we want to wear something different kan?</div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-63675949438832644152011-06-10T02:37:00.002+08:002011-06-10T02:41:35.981+08:00Opening New WebsiteI am in a construction of opening a new website in blogspot to sell my bracelets plus Mak's tudung. So, I am quite busy now. And I am making this without telling Mak, so it will be a bit surprise for her too. So far, several products' entries have been posted there, and am still working to post at least half before the end of next week.<div><br /></div><div>So, if anyone wants to drop by, please, at this address <a href="http://langsirkalerbiru-artwork.blogspot.com">langsirkalerbiru-artwork.blogspot.com</a>.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-57360438605824050282011-06-06T06:36:00.002+08:002011-06-06T07:04:17.292+08:00Berdosanya AkuI was accidentally found out something I wish I should know. But the thing that I found out really bothers me as it is related to someone that I know and love so much.<br /><br />And unfortunately, I found myself to be so weak to go face to face to that person and talk. It's just because I committed the same thing, and I am still finding it is too hard to maintain myself restraining from committing that very thing, and now to talk about the same matter to another person?<br /><br />You know, nobody is perfect. We want to perfecting ourselves. And some don't really care about that. Life's short, should enjoy them while you're still young, I'm not that goody-goody type of person so what?, and many more 'excuses' that are used to denying the fact that we did something wrong.<br /><br />And in this modern world, everything seems to be have no limit. Everything. And it scares me because I am a kind of person who actually doesn't care.<br /><br />And then I came across these verses in Surah Al-Furqan, their meanings are:<br /><blockquote>dan orang-orang yang tidak mempersekutukan Allah dengan sembahan yang lain dan tidak membunuh orang yang diharamkan Allah kecuali dengan (alasan) yang benar, dan tidak berzina; dan barang siapa yang melakukan demikian itu, nescaya dia mendapat hukuman yang berat, (68)<br />(yakni) akan dilipatgandakan azab untuknya pada hari kiamat dan dia akan kekal dalam azab itu, dalam keadaan terhina, (69)<br />kecuali orang-orang yang bertaubat dan beriman dan mengerjakan kebajikan; maka kejahatan mereka diganti Allah dengan kebaikan. Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang. (70)</blockquote><br /><br />Reading the meaning of the verses, suddenly makes me cry. I felt like all the burdens that are crushing me, lifted. I felt..... Allah is so great. I always feel there is no hope for me to pay back of what I've done before. I felt helpless. I know He is the Most Forgiving, but a large lump inside me still doubting, because I know I am not truly turning over a new leaf. I still have the bad habits from the past which I still cannot get rid, and I am weak. I am very weak when it concern with feeling, wants and emotion.<br /><br />And another thing that hits me, of how I am trying hard; not to skip prayers, read the Quran regularly, not to speak too much, do something that can make me forget about what-not, wear appropriately, and whatever I can do to make me close to Him to stop me to do the same thing over and aver again, but I'm not 100% success in doing so.<br /><br />And what if another people who doesn't even have that sinful feeling, and doesn't really practicing religion faithfully; what should we do? What should I do?<br /><br />And I don't know. I need to talk to someone. I really need to.~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137247264136665480.post-52210867746625786282011-06-04T11:15:00.002+08:002011-06-05T02:50:10.141+08:00Picnic!!I was planning to go out on a date with Abang today, since several months before. But last minute, Abah suggested to have a picnic together. And today, when I was cooking, Mak told me that the whole big family is coming too! What a big picnic it will be!<br /><br />So, today I was making ala-beriani rice, tandoori chicken and dalca. Mak then added rice, fish, nuggets and fries.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.206457432724500.45491.100000807335804">picnic..!!!</a><br /><br />Okay, di atas tu ada gambar dari picnic kami tadi. Sangat seronok dan sangat sejuk. And I was having so much fun. Dah lama sangat tak mandi sungai, dan picnic beramai-ramai macam tadi, tambah lagi seronok.<br /><br />Harap next time lagi boleh picnic, makan-makan ramai-ramai macam dulu.<br /><br />Family is great!!~langsirkalerbiru~http://www.blogger.com/profile/13036001898536827341noreply@blogger.com0