Suddenly, I Feel Lost

I read a blog, just now, about a brother, who just finish his degree in Medicine, at the time he was diagnose with cancer. He did several treatments, including highly dose of chemotherapy, but the cancer seems to spread through his body at faster rate, and that's that.

As I read further, how he not blame and question THE ONE who make him fall this low, I feel, stopped. My laughter and madness stopped abruptly, and think, 'Allah, forgive me'.

I want to be strong, like him. Forget all the dreams. Do the best in everything.

Me too might not last long.