Friday, 22 August 2014

MC Yang Membosankan.....

Masuk hospital lagi. Premature contraction. Alhamdulillah, nothing serious happen. I'm okay, the baby is okay. And I got extra 2 days of MC, yang sepatutnya digunakan untuk berehat. I thought I'm healthy enough to do some work, tapi jangkaan aku meleset. Tadi pergi sekolah sekejap, dan sebaik sahaja turun dari kereta, kaki menggeletar. I was like.... what is happening?? Then, selepas buat monthly check-up di Klinik Ulu Sungai, aku balik ke Raub (rumah Mak) dan hanya baring sambil online.

Seriously, sangat bosan. I tried not to do anything related to work, and cuba enjoy dan berehat. Tak berjaya.

Kepala asyik fikir kerja saja. Jadi bila dapat masa nak rehat, badan jadi restless.

Friday, 1 August 2014

Hey, I'm Still Alive!!

It has been quite a while since I last write in this blog. Lots of things happened. I got pregnant, then posted in an Orang Asli's school, then experienced terrible morning sickness and just 'recover' from that sickness (hehe..), pinned by loads of work, yada..yada..

And moving into a new house.

That might be one of the best parts...well, kind of. It's never easy to manage a house. And luckily, in the meantime my husband is helping me with the house chores while I lay down starting from the last bell of the school till the next morning (it's the teachers' quarters in the school), each day. So, I usually get almost enough rest each day. Just enough to spend about 6 hours actively in school before collapsing in the living room after that.

People always say that pregnancy is a wonderful journey one should enjoy. Nayyy, it was hell. For me. I don't know. I just wish the baby would come out this instance, so I can move fast again. And not having this back pain over and over again. Well, the kicking and moving part is wonderful, but sometimes it's kind of painful, especially at the bladder. My baby is so active I sometimes cry of exhaustion and pain.

I complain a lot, ain't I? Woman......sigh..

And about work, I tried lots of time not to bring any home. But that can never happen. Ok, tak nak fikir pasal kerja.
I think, it is impossible not to mix work life and family life. The ideal idea is not to bring work stuffs home, so one should have a quality time with the family, thus one can have a healthy lifestyle and social life.
But that's not going to happen in real life.
Humans are created to be robots and machines. By our educational system. To fit in this world. Agree or not, that's the reality. And I have this strong feeling that I'm turning into one.

I should live my life a bit freer after this.

P/S: My heart goes to what is happening in Gaza. Support our brothers and sisters by any means that we can. And we don't have to be a Muslim to stop this, we just need to be a human.