So, decided to get help. I was diagnosed with depression, and the doctor immediately prescribed me with very low dose since I am pregnant. So far, I think life has been a bit different. I was sick and bedridden for a couple of weeks. Usually, things like me unable to do things is one of the major reasons for my breakdown. But I managed to control it, so it is a big success. I have doubts about consuming the drug initially, as my aunt (who works in MOE) advised me not to; she's afraid of the side effect IF I accidentally forgot my daily dose. But I asked a pharmacist friend of mine, and she said it is better to follow the doctor's advice. Plus, the side effects that my aunt said were more to drugs relating to schizophrenia, psychosis and all. Cheers, mate!
So, I am still a bit secretive about my illness. But I am embracing it. I have a few selective friends that support me. In the meantime, that small supportive is more than enough for me.
Wish me luck.