I have nothing specific to write in here. Just a brief note about what happen today. Well, the most important one is ANGGERIK DAH ADA AIR!!
Seems I need to reconsider my plan untuk balik kampung. I already sent that yellow book for permission to go home. Well, as I am going to go out this Sunday, not a problem to drop by home. Kadang-kadang tengok kami ni macam agak funny, seems like husband and wife, hantar wife balik rumah mak sekejap, then bawa balik semula. Hehe.. Even brader guard maktab ni pun anggap macam tu juga. No comment.
I realise that I need to eat a lot since I went back from PBS. I couldn't get enough energy by eating once a day. Need to have extra supplement, at least some sugar. Surprisingly, I felt very weak this morning while I was doing science experiment. So I went to canteen and get myself a can of 100plus and some sweets. Just some preparation IF I really am going to faint.
So that's that. I want to continue doing my PKK assignment. Daaa...
Wednesday, 31 March 2010
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
Studying
Student.
To study.
What are we worrying much about studying? Exam? Getting the degree?
Then?
Working?
That's that?
There are many things which effecting us being a student. Exam is the greatest one. What else? Assignments, presentations, homework.
Parents, friends, colleagues, love affairs.
Club activities, institute's activities, daily chores (termasuk tak ada air dan masalah kewangan).
Still, do the 'factors' above stop playing their part as soon as we finish our study?
No, problems and stress are continuous throughout our life.
I have an argument about this very thing.
To study.
What are we worrying much about studying? Exam? Getting the degree?
Then?
Working?
That's that?
There are many things which effecting us being a student. Exam is the greatest one. What else? Assignments, presentations, homework.
Parents, friends, colleagues, love affairs.
Club activities, institute's activities, daily chores (termasuk tak ada air dan masalah kewangan).
Still, do the 'factors' above stop playing their part as soon as we finish our study?
No, problems and stress are continuous throughout our life.
I have an argument about this very thing.
Monday, 29 March 2010
Anggap Saja Ini Omelan
Anggerik tak ada air lagi. Kalau esok lusa tak ada air juga, aku nak balik rumahlah. Itu pun kalau tak jadi BIG.
Semalam sempat balik sekejap, angkut barang. Balik dengan Abang.
Fikir punya fikir, mengenang usia yang makin meningkat, jiwa pun dah macam tornado, nak sangat-sangat berumahtangga. Kuat sangat perasaan ni sekarang. But the main problem is money. I did some work, researching about the cost to hold a wedding ceremony. Not a small amount of money, for sure. And that's the only way to slow me down.
As Abang said yesterday, when the time comes, it will be much easier for both of us. So I said to myself: stop worrying, and in the mean time, we can still do something, keep doing our daily job, collect money, try to be in good relation between my parents and his, and keep smiling.
Yes, when the time comes, it will be much easier than now.
Okay, stop about that.
I am doing my PKK presentation. About cognitive theories from Piaget, Vygotsky and Chomsky. So far, I already done for the first two. I still have no idea about what Chomsky did, there is none in the reference book talking about him or any of his theories. I need to search in the internet much further. Ahh, life is better without this kind of thing. Nahhh, problems help us to be more independent and turn us to be someone who is confident in facing the world.
Anyone wants to help?
Semalam sempat balik sekejap, angkut barang. Balik dengan Abang.
Fikir punya fikir, mengenang usia yang makin meningkat, jiwa pun dah macam tornado, nak sangat-sangat berumahtangga. Kuat sangat perasaan ni sekarang. But the main problem is money. I did some work, researching about the cost to hold a wedding ceremony. Not a small amount of money, for sure. And that's the only way to slow me down.
As Abang said yesterday, when the time comes, it will be much easier for both of us. So I said to myself: stop worrying, and in the mean time, we can still do something, keep doing our daily job, collect money, try to be in good relation between my parents and his, and keep smiling.
Yes, when the time comes, it will be much easier than now.
Okay, stop about that.
I am doing my PKK presentation. About cognitive theories from Piaget, Vygotsky and Chomsky. So far, I already done for the first two. I still have no idea about what Chomsky did, there is none in the reference book talking about him or any of his theories. I need to search in the internet much further. Ahh, life is better without this kind of thing. Nahhh, problems help us to be more independent and turn us to be someone who is confident in facing the world.
Anyone wants to help?
Sunday, 28 March 2010
Window Shopping
Ke Kota Bharu. Naik bas.
Kami ke Pasar Siti Khadijah. Not as what I expected, but still great. I didn't manage to have a snap (tangan penuh dengan barang shopping). But I almost satisfy with what I bought, and all are beautiful. Yet, I really love batik silk and songket but as they are so expensive, I just keep that feeling inside. Maybe someday. Ahh, not for me. For some person that I fancy to entertain.
For some person who know me, my window shopping always turns out to be a real shopping. Well, I bought 3 kain pasangs, 2 kain pelekats and 2 tudungs with total price of RM 121. It's reasonable, and can be considered cheap, because if you buy the same thing in my hometown, you might be charged at least RM 300. So, I'm quite happy with the goods and the price. Ahh, dah lama tak shopping macam ni.
So, nak balik maktab dah!! And BIG. How I hate physical activity. It will be very hot and dry and tired, and I don't think I can stay long. Well, maybe I can if the activity is just for one day. But three days? Emm......
Am repeating all the things I've been writing before. Next, will be loads of typing, the due date is in two weeks time and we got around 4 - 6 assignments and reports to do, plus the BIG assignment. Gila!
Kami ke Pasar Siti Khadijah. Not as what I expected, but still great. I didn't manage to have a snap (tangan penuh dengan barang shopping). But I almost satisfy with what I bought, and all are beautiful. Yet, I really love batik silk and songket but as they are so expensive, I just keep that feeling inside. Maybe someday. Ahh, not for me. For some person that I fancy to entertain.
For some person who know me, my window shopping always turns out to be a real shopping. Well, I bought 3 kain pasangs, 2 kain pelekats and 2 tudungs with total price of RM 121. It's reasonable, and can be considered cheap, because if you buy the same thing in my hometown, you might be charged at least RM 300. So, I'm quite happy with the goods and the price. Ahh, dah lama tak shopping macam ni.
So, nak balik maktab dah!! And BIG. How I hate physical activity. It will be very hot and dry and tired, and I don't think I can stay long. Well, maybe I can if the activity is just for one day. But three days? Emm......
Am repeating all the things I've been writing before. Next, will be loads of typing, the due date is in two weeks time and we got around 4 - 6 assignments and reports to do, plus the BIG assignment. Gila!
Friday, 26 March 2010
Mahu Pulang Ke Daerah Kuala Lipis
Still not packing. Still got one day. Today passes too fast to know what is actually happen around.
It is still early. 9.30 pm. Maybe a good time to get to bed.
P/S : I feel happy right now.
It is still early. 9.30 pm. Maybe a good time to get to bed.
P/S : I feel happy right now.
Refleksi Diri
Sesi refleksi diri, juga pengenalan sedikit sebanyak tentang aku, dulu dan sekarang.
Semalam aku mengingat-ingat, ke mana aku dah letak subang gelung yang tak perlu tindik kalau nak pakai tu. I used to wear a pair pada sebelah telinga sahaja, di bahagian tepi. What else eh? I also used to wear rantai hitam dengan loket tulang ikan (latest one is gigi tiger shark I bought at Dan-Yr-Ogof). Ahhh, jeans koyak dan t-shirt lusuh. Kadang-kadang short dress.
Then, I think I am more cheerful than before. But still tak ambil kisah sangat pasal orang lain dan suka menyendiri. Tapi sudah rasa bersemangat untuk hidup. Sesuatu yang aku rasa merupakan nikmat hidup yang tak terhingga yang pernah aku dapat. Pencarian bertahun lamanya; tersiksa, berendam air mata, putus asa dengan hidup, cubaan bunuh diri, menyiksa diri, buruk sangka dengan orang, rasa diri terlalu hina hingga rasa tak layak untuk hidup pun, rasa diri tak diperlukan dan macam-macam lagi perasaan negatif; kini hilang sebanyak 99%. Well, perasaan itu datang juga bila emosi tak stabil. But really, aku rasa sangat tenang sekarang berbanding dulu.
Dan aku juga dapat kurangkan merokok ke tahap yang sangat membanggakan. Never thought I can change this much.
Berpuas hati? Yepppp!! Oh, tidaklah berbangga dengan apa yang dicapai sekarang. Ada terasa seperti kehilangan identiti. Tapi apalah yang penting dengan identiti kalau jiwa tak tenang. APALAH GUNA HARTA BERTIMBUN KALAU TAK BAHAGIA.
Okay, semalam ada orang Belfast mengomel 'Kawin tak ajak!!'
He told me someone told him that aku dah kahwin bulan 1 baru ni. I hope that is a reality, but no, aku tak kahwin lagi.
Oh, bukan nak war-warkan yang aku single. No, aku tak single. I just.... not married yet.
Semalam aku mengingat-ingat, ke mana aku dah letak subang gelung yang tak perlu tindik kalau nak pakai tu. I used to wear a pair pada sebelah telinga sahaja, di bahagian tepi. What else eh? I also used to wear rantai hitam dengan loket tulang ikan (latest one is gigi tiger shark I bought at Dan-Yr-Ogof). Ahhh, jeans koyak dan t-shirt lusuh. Kadang-kadang short dress.
Then, I think I am more cheerful than before. But still tak ambil kisah sangat pasal orang lain dan suka menyendiri. Tapi sudah rasa bersemangat untuk hidup. Sesuatu yang aku rasa merupakan nikmat hidup yang tak terhingga yang pernah aku dapat. Pencarian bertahun lamanya; tersiksa, berendam air mata, putus asa dengan hidup, cubaan bunuh diri, menyiksa diri, buruk sangka dengan orang, rasa diri terlalu hina hingga rasa tak layak untuk hidup pun, rasa diri tak diperlukan dan macam-macam lagi perasaan negatif; kini hilang sebanyak 99%. Well, perasaan itu datang juga bila emosi tak stabil. But really, aku rasa sangat tenang sekarang berbanding dulu.
Dan aku juga dapat kurangkan merokok ke tahap yang sangat membanggakan. Never thought I can change this much.
Berpuas hati? Yepppp!! Oh, tidaklah berbangga dengan apa yang dicapai sekarang. Ada terasa seperti kehilangan identiti. Tapi apalah yang penting dengan identiti kalau jiwa tak tenang. APALAH GUNA HARTA BERTIMBUN KALAU TAK BAHAGIA.
Okay, semalam ada orang Belfast mengomel 'Kawin tak ajak!!'
He told me someone told him that aku dah kahwin bulan 1 baru ni. I hope that is a reality, but no, aku tak kahwin lagi.
Oh, bukan nak war-warkan yang aku single. No, aku tak single. I just.... not married yet.
Jiwa Sentimental Belum Habis
Sentimental dan mental. Dua perkara yang berbeza (^_^). Tapi bersatu dikala saat AKU sedang bersentimental.
Ini entri mengarut dan tak penting (since when I write important things?).
Right, tomorrow will go picnic. Then the next day will receive some guests, before going to KB to do shopping!! Okay, I nak beli baju, kasut, kasut, kasut, handbag, handbag, tudung, baju lagi, baju lagi, tudung, tudung... (and the list go on).
Gurau aje. Tak sampai sejam, pengsan la aku. Mana larat nak shopping dah.
Kami bertiga malam ni tak buat kerja. Masing-masing update blog, usha FB, tengok perkembangan orang lain. Masing-masing macam tak nak balik dah, nak kerja terus.
Ohhhoooo, melampau dak kalau aku kata aku emosional sebab dengar lagu?
Sebab tu aku kata sentimental dan mental tu bergabung jadi satu bila melibatkan aku.
Ini entri mengarut dan tak penting (since when I write important things?).
Right, tomorrow will go picnic. Then the next day will receive some guests, before going to KB to do shopping!! Okay, I nak beli baju, kasut, kasut, kasut, handbag, handbag, tudung, baju lagi, baju lagi, tudung, tudung... (and the list go on).
Gurau aje. Tak sampai sejam, pengsan la aku. Mana larat nak shopping dah.
Kami bertiga malam ni tak buat kerja. Masing-masing update blog, usha FB, tengok perkembangan orang lain. Masing-masing macam tak nak balik dah, nak kerja terus.
Ohhhoooo, melampau dak kalau aku kata aku emosional sebab dengar lagu?
Sebab tu aku kata sentimental dan mental tu bergabung jadi satu bila melibatkan aku.
Thursday, 25 March 2010
For The Last Time
Today is the last day. And in these 5 days, I always got to relief the last classes. And we (me, Kimah and Sya) always got this one class, which is the worst class in the whole school. Still, I feel that that class is the best. They are the best teachers to me.
And today, we got to relief from after recess to 3 pm. And for my last class, there were just two students. The rest went back, skipping class. A bit disappointed, because I hope to see this one student, should I say, my favourite one. But on the other hand, teaching two students in the last class of the batch is like heaven. You'll never feel that kind of peace if the register is full.
So, that's that. And I did think I don't want to go back to maktab. Ahhhh, kelas ganti menanti. And I already feel happy going to work everyday, even most of the time I want PBS to finish early. I feel lost, now. I'll miss the kids, the naughtiness of class 4N students especially. It's such a wonderful experience.
I have such a good time in SK Hamzah 2. Well, let be it is among the best school in Kelantan. I never have any opportunity to meet up with the best class or the best students anyway. And during 3 out of 5 days in here, I were sick. It is still one of my best experience in life. My first time in school. (^_^)
And today, we got to relief from after recess to 3 pm. And for my last class, there were just two students. The rest went back, skipping class. A bit disappointed, because I hope to see this one student, should I say, my favourite one. But on the other hand, teaching two students in the last class of the batch is like heaven. You'll never feel that kind of peace if the register is full.
So, that's that. And I did think I don't want to go back to maktab. Ahhhh, kelas ganti menanti. And I already feel happy going to work everyday, even most of the time I want PBS to finish early. I feel lost, now. I'll miss the kids, the naughtiness of class 4N students especially. It's such a wonderful experience.
I have such a good time in SK Hamzah 2. Well, let be it is among the best school in Kelantan. I never have any opportunity to meet up with the best class or the best students anyway. And during 3 out of 5 days in here, I were sick. It is still one of my best experience in life. My first time in school. (^_^)
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