Are You A Muslim?

I read some blogs from Muslim reverts, just now, and I feel ashamed of myself.

Who am I?

Why am I still doing it?

Didn't I already have bulk of knowledge in this arena?

WHY AM I STILL DOING IT?

Ya Tuhan, sungguh aku lemah, mudah kalah dengan perbuatan dosa itu. Keindahan dan kenikmatannya sungguh menggoda. Ya Allah, berkali doa ini aku ulangi, ampunilah aku. Teguhkanlah iman dan taqwaku. Hati ini mudah sekali digoncang. Ya Allah, hanya engkaulah saja yang memegang hatiku, kuatkanlah.

P/S : My hormones seems to backfire me, and I feel terrible for the last few days. I really need somebody to talk to. Tomorrow I'll be alone, everybody will go to PD to see Angah graduating. Should be a very big opportunity to calm me-self down.

Sundae please!!