Tuesday 4 May 2010

Bosan Dengan Kelapangan

Really, I am bored. After few of busy and stressful weeks, a sudden stop surely makes anyone lost for a moment. Hilang momentum.

So, I decided to copy notes from a book into my laptop. Just to kill time. I did lots of things except reading. So, copying notes should be okay for me. Just a way to read,I cannot read by opening a book and read just like that.

Exam is in two weeks time. I decided to study about pedagogy first, because I am really poor in that area, then proceed to biology, perkembangan kanak-kanak and the last one falsafah pendidikan. I can't memorise things well, so need to read a lot to get me get the points.

I love exam. (^_^)

Just hope I'm okay this coming exam. Teringat last exam, demam dan pening. Sangat......tertekan, ditambah dengan keadaan diri yang memang sedia tertekan. It was spring but still sejuk. Kemudian, ada satu hari yang aku salah venue, dan masa tu hujan, dan demam. Rasa macam..........bengang. Next day, tak pergi exam langsung. Semangat down dan keadaan badan sangat tak larat.

Ah, dah hampir setahun berlalu rupanya. Rasa macam baru lagi.

I miss Cardiff. (^_^)

Satu masa nanti, ada rezeki, nak menetap di sana. Entah kenapa, rasa lebih selesa di sana. But then, persoalan menaburkan bakti kepada anak bangsa akan diutarakan. It's because I am sponsored by rakyat so I need to serve them. Very true.

But I believe, as long as we are alive, we should do anything that we can to change ourselves and people around to be better and successful, in life, in the afterlife, in all aspects. We must do good deed. We must be the ones who initiate.

So, mari produktifkan diri. (^_^)

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