Monday 12 July 2010

I Want To Write

Semalam pulang dengan badan yang letih. Last minute baru makan, dan seperti biasa, tiap kali balik ke sini mesti at least dua kali angkat barang. Well, itu belum lagi bila dah ada kereta nanti. Ada juga discuss dengan Abah, but then tak tahu bila boleh dapat. Duit pun kena kumpul juga. Frankly speaking, I want his Iswara. And I don't want Kancil. Sangat kecil dan I don't think my things will fit in it.

So, each day wondering about getting a car, getting married, get children, finishing study, go to work, have a small house at kampung, bela ayam itik tanam sayur. Benda-benda yang nampak macam leisure. Hehe...

Berangan sajalah buat masa sekarang. And work towards that. When the time comes, everything will be in place. Not exactly as what I dreamt, but at least have something.

I think a lot recently. The same thing as I thought a year ago. Deciding who I want to be. I am torn actually.

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