Duit

Well, allowance memang dapat untuk dua bulan je. Supposedly bersyukur, even received only 1/3 of the total amount. Again, a friend told me the next allowance will be deposited next year. And I hope the amount will be RM2000 + RM3000 ++, ie the real amount that should be received by us.

I got a call from Angah, telling me that my laptop can be repaired, but the payment is around RM800. So, I decided not to repair it, but buy a new one. Just hope Abah got some spare money to add up to mine.

Sini 99% of the work need to use laptop. Kalau di kolej dulu, IT lab buka sentiasa and free to be used unless ada kelas dalam lab tu. And printing is free, open at night until 11, internet pun okay. Dan kerja tak banyak yang perlu ditaip. Tapi itu private college. No wonder. No need to compare with the government's.

Tapi apa-apa pun masa tu dah berlalu. And I don't feel comfortable here. Tiba-tiba jadi macam budak kecil yang hari-hari merengek nak balik rumah. Oh, sungguh dekat dengan rumah jadi macam homesick setiap hari. Bukan ada apa pun di rumah sebenarnya. Actually rasa dah bosan hidup di asrama. Rasa macam budak sekolah. Agaknya macam tu kakak-kakak KPLI rasa.

Sungguh, kalaulah dibenarkan, aku nak sewa rumah di luar maktab. No ridicule rules to be followed (ada sesetengahnyalah), no dress code, boleh masak sendiri, even boleh susun jadual sendiri ikut suka hati.

Tapi apa-apa pun, semuanya kena kira duit juga. Nak survive semester ni pun tak tentu lagi. Entahlah. Sabar itu perlu, tapi kena cari jalan penyelesaian juga.

Life's not easy huh?