I am afraid of the future. Very much.
How will my life would be? Is it going to be very tough and stressful? Or, am I going to have a very linear life?
I hope it will be first. I want to have much challenge as I can take. That is the only reason for me to go out of my comfort zone, for me to be successful.
Sometimes, I do think that my life is ruined. I lost many of my chances, and the time is still ticking. I ruined my youth, my entire dignity. And now, I live as there is nothing happen.
Sometimes, I'm sick of myself.
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