Wednesday 26 January 2011

Grieving

Surely something sad happened, kan? Yeah, I've been grieving for about a week now. I just feel sad, and tried to have at least someone nearby so I wont lost in my thought and then cry again till I swell the eyes.

It is nothing big, but that small little thing effect me so much. Very much. Human heart is very delicate, ain't it? Sometimes I just wish I am hard.

Always, I think, should I just be like before? I want to be free, not bothered by emotional disturbance. Have this changes soften me, for me being too easy to be break, mind, soul and physical?

I am waiting for end of next year to come. I am hoping so much, everything will be fine after that. I need strength. I need to seek for it.

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