Cubaan Dalam Bentuk Handphone

Okay, ini satu 'teguran' supaya menjaga betul-betul barang kepunyaan sendiri, terutamanya yang menjadi kesayangan.

I left my phone in the car for several hours, dan kereta tu diletakkan di tengah panas + ada balm cair yang mengalir keluar dari bekasnya dan membanjiri telefon = keypad mengembang dan tak boleh nak tarik slide. Hantar ke kedai; cas : buka telefon RM 48, tukar microphone RM 48; total RM 96.

Rasa macam.... arghhhhh!!! Even mulut diam saja tapi dalam hati, rasa kurang sabar. Nak persoalkan banyak sangat, memang salah sendiri dan itu natijah atas kesalahan sendiri EVEN sebelum ni banyak kali buat macam tu tapi tak pernah rosak pun. So, tak elok persoalkan ketentuan Tuhan kan?

Okay, I went out with Abang, and along the way, the thing that is discussed is about last BIG. Well, so far I feel okay with the programs and enjoyed them, even there's something that can be discussed in deep.

I attended Kursus Tatanegara before, and I can say that BIG is something like a minor pieces of Kursus Tatanegara. Both are not so bad, but there are aspects which we can say 'brainwashing' of young people about certain ideology. But it is not so bad as it sounds. It is just... okay for me.

What I can say, briefly, some people, are a bit hypocrite when facing with 'orang atasan'. It is true. We have to tell lies for them to stop pushing us, or threatening us. It is normal. But sometimes, it does create people who feel forced doing things which are out of our interest. This excluding being irresponsible towards work.

For example, a kid have interest in teaching and wants to be a teacher when he grows up. But, his parents denied his request and pushing him to be a doctor instead. Even if the kid has a brilliant brain and CAN be a doctor, he will not be a doctor by heart and doing something without intention of doing it, is a waste. If he really becomes a teacher as he wishes, he can be a very good educator and he can doubled his achievement than what he can do as a doctor.

So, what I want to say, lying about 'I am ready to teach in rural areas such as in Sabah and Sarawak' (not everyone lies, right?) just because you want to pass the BIG, is not really okay. Because lots of people, especially young ones, don't want to go to that areas. It is normal. We like comfortable places more than anything. But we can teach ourselves to say I CAN DO IT, and do it. It takes time. It is not a simple decision by watching a few clips and bravely tells everyone that 'I am willing to do so'. That is not from heart.

For anyone who already decides, bravo!! And for those who are not, better prepare yourselves. Ahh... I'm talking about mine too. It is wrong to tell lies. The best solution is just keep quite. Talk when necessary.

I want to complain a bit. I am tired of hearing something like 'you should be thankful because you are in here and you got scholarship and you have good place to live and you will got job when you are out of here etc'. It is not wrong, but I'm just tired hearing. It is somewhat like a mild way of WARNING us to 'behave yourselves because you are from nothing and you are nobody if you don't get what you have now, I am the boss so follow my order'.

'Matured' people can think wisely and should not being too restricted in expressing themselves. Ain't I'm right?

So why can't we express ourselves more?